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| well after finishing work this evening i felt such a weight lift off my
shoulders. i worked thurs, fri, sat, sun, mon and I can easily say it
was the worst weekend (work wise) of my short life! So much so that
i've handed in my CV to other places... I guess it's not jsut the
weekend, i've been pretty cisk of Sainsburys for a while now... think 3
and a half years is quite a long time to b stuck in a part time job!
now i'm gonna sit back and enjoy my 2 days off!
One of my friends got in touch with me the other day. telling me she
had found someone and that she hoped I was alright about. She also said
a couple of things which cut me pretty deep. Really cruel things which
I couldn't help but take personally. I just hope she realises i'll
always care for her no matter what happens. I know we don't see each
other as much as we used to but that's not to say that i've just
forgotten...
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| she got discharged!!! can u actually believe it!?!
well that certainly it a turn up for the books, only a couple of night
ago we were crowded around what appeared to be her deth bed and now
she's back home!!!
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| thanks to everyone who has well wished me, for those of u i know, ur
kind thoughts come as no surprise but are none the less regarded
special in my heart. For those of u i don't know then i am truly
touched by ur kindness.
thank you all.
things haven't exactly gotten much better with her, in fact if anything
they're worse. sinse then she's had not one but 2 heart attacks... the
second one was last night and we spent the entire night in the hospital
as we were told it was going to ber her last night. Lo and behold the
pulled through! My mum even spoke to her on the phone this afternoon
from the ward and she sounded as bright as a button. the old timer has
some fight left in her yet!
I'm not going to kid myself tho. I understand that it's only a matter
of time. I'm not going to despair for her death... life goes on!
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| hey sorry i haven't spoken in a little whle peeps... i got my head
stuck in a fence and it's taken me about a fortnight to get it
unstuck... honest.
Let's see what's gone on since I last spoke...
oh yeah... warning, this blog will contain bad language...
Work! The empirialistic facist bastards at my work are trying to drag
me into an investigation which is nothing short of ridiculous.
Obviously for legal reasons I can't really say much but just to say
common sense has went out the window these days and it seems people
can't make decisions based on beter judgment anymore if it goes against
'company policy'
Fuck it! they can stick their job!
phew... now that's off my chest I can move onto topics a little more serious.
My gran went into the hospital the other day to get kidney stones
removed, it seems during the 'routine' operation, her gall bladder was
punctured and she suffering from severe abdominal pains which could get
worse.
Listen to this bit... the doctors are hoping it will 'just go away'.
how fucking incompetent can u get!? first they mess things up and now
they just pretend it didn't happen and hope it'll go away.
Because of her weakened state, they don't think she'll survive through surgery so basically she's on her own.
I dunno what's gonna happen to her... She's the last grandparent I got
and the only one who was actually biologically my grandparent.
hmmm guess that's all I can really talk about at the mo... guess u can say it's not exactly been a great fortnight or so!
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| think a couple of you over interpreted my last one liner post... I
meant nothing other than a hail to Oasis and their new Album aptly
named: Don't Believe the Truth.
as for believing the truth... well 9/10 times the truth either hurts,
sucks or is downright sickening so why not ignore it? it it'll make our
lives happier then by all means Don't Believe the Truth! I'm not saying
that's what I do, i'm just saying that if it's what u want to do and u
feel better about it then i'm not gonna stop u!
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